Author: Abigail Reagan

  • Formed Family – Christmas at Sea

    Formed Family – Christmas at Sea

    ‘Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the hull, creatures were frantically stirring, and it was anything but dull. Some sailors were tucked away safely in beds, reminiscing of sugar plum fairies dancing above their heads. For Team GOSH, Christmas Eve was not a night of peaceful dreams and bedtime tales, it was one of freezing winds, frigid waves, and five-points-of-contact upwind sails.

    It was a different sort of Christmas, one that will linger in memories for years to come. Instead of family, festivities and fireplaces, Team GOSH started the day woken by panicked shouts at 3:20am. After a long few hours of a very wet on-deck experience, we were convinced the day had been ruined before sunrise. Morale was low, thoughts of greener pastures and better coffee floated through our minds as the crew endured wave after wave slamming over the bow and down our collars. But, determined to turn the day around, Team GOSH set about chasing off the grim conditions with fuzzy hats, fairy lights, and a French-press.

    After wringing out rivets of water soaking our clothes and hair, hysterical giggling came through the companionway accompanied by Mariah Carrey’s infamous Christmas anthem. The high note was hit over cinnamon apple pancakes and salty smiles. The heavy conditions had not deterred our boat, twinkling tinsel tied to the trunking turned forlorn faces into an energetic crew.

    This was the first holiday season away from home for almost all of Team GOSH. Everyone was missing home a bit, feeling a mixture of guilt and sorrow for spending the day away from family and annual traditions. But, though the day looked a bit different from a conventional Christmas, it quickly became a day that we’ll not soon forget. We whistled songs of winter wonderlands while whisking up a lunchtime feast. We shared secret Santa presents as our skipper slid down the mast in a suit. We popped non- alcoholic prosecco and portioned Christmas pudding paired with praying the dawn would bring more peaceful predictions.

    Christmas day was not spent indulging in Mom’s homemade cooking, or watching the snow fall outside the windowsill beside a cozy fire, but it was spent with family.

    Over months of hard work, shared resilience, and at times – let’s be honest – downright misery, a different kind of family has formed. Beyond learning our drink orders, we’ve learned backstories, family histories, and individual reasons for tackling this massive personal challenge. We’ve remembered music preferences, which of us want chili flakes with every meal, pet’s names and who’s supporters will be awaiting us in port. We’ve sat with one another while crying tears of frustration and exhaustion, we’ve laughed until our bellies felt the strain of joy, we’ve spent countless quiet hours comfortably contemplating the night sky – together as a team.

    Our little boat family was formed subtly; a type of bond you don’t initially notice, then suddenly realize is so special. These people have not-so-quietly wedged their way into daily routines and created comfort despite the uncomfortable. Their infectious laughter and unconditional understanding are concepts that did not exist four months ago but now are difficult to imagine existing without. What this team is accomplishing, and the trials and tribulations we endure to achieve our goals, is something almost impossible to describe without experiencing it firsthand.

    It’s blistering heat and bone chilling cold, exhausting nights of large waves and little sleep, it’s zero personal space while living inside a washing machine. It’s finding the little moments of light between hard earned miles gained and waking up to hearing your teammates’ cheers.

    Team GOSH is a tribe unbothered by age, gender, or nationality, a bond not easily broken by distance or time. We’re a family, albeit an unconventional one, but a family nonetheless. We care for, check in on, and look out for one another beyond the usual expectations of a colleague or acquaintance. There’s a certain sense of pride when stepping aboard our boat, in being a part of this team. And with that pride sets the standard for how new teammates are enveloped and initiated, how we move forward together towards our shared goal.

    We might have celebrated the holiday season and rang in the New Year together, but our time on Team GOSH is far from over. As we continue on this race, each of us with differing reasons for being here and dreams to achieve, with oceans still to cross and thousands of miles to go, only one thing is certain for our future: that we will do all of it –

    together.


  • Baptism by Fire: The Bay of Biscay

    Baptism by Fire: The Bay of Biscay

    There’s something profound about the bonds formed through true misery.

    Not the “misery” of getting through a challenging spin class, or the stress of meeting the deadlines of a demanding professor. Before joining this race I had not realized the inconsequence of my daily misgivings – how truly privileged I was to complain about my occasional “miserable” experiences.  

    Gale force conditions will change a mindset. Knowing, not just hypothetically speaking, that your life is in real danger at every moment puts a lot into perspective. Hitting 60+ knots of wind, 17-foot waves, rain so thick you can’t see the bow, and water hitting with such strength that it sweeps off your feet and washes you into the guard netting of the boat – it just might actually kill you.

     My introduction to offshore ocean racing was, in the kindest of terms, a baptism of fire. Sailing from Portsmouth, UK to Puerto Sherry, Spain by way of the Bay of Biscay proved to be much more intense than I had anticipated. They say the strongest bonds are formed through trauma, well if that’s true: my team and I are the best of friends after only one week.

    It’s hard to explain how a group of complete strangers can go from “so where are you from?” to sobbing in their arms in a span of 36-hours. From feeling out whether you’ll get along, to trusting them implicitly after placing my life in their hands.

    The rush of adrenaline setting your blood on fire after being forced off your feet by a 4m wave crashing over the boat – I couldn’t help but laugh wildly into the sheets of rain. I’m not sure I’ve ever, in my entire life, felt more alive.

    It’s Hell. It’s Euphoria. It’s extreme highs and lows and tears of joy and sobbing that you can’t do this and delirious giggle fits and bone-tired pain peppered with deep purple bruises and grown men crying and hugging that we made it through to the end. And knowing you’re about to do it all over again – for weeks.

    Hopefully, the worst of the forecast is behind us, and the next four weeks of crossing the Atlantic Ocean will be champagne downwind sailing. But delusions aside, I know we’ll face increasingly blazing temperatures and dying winds towards the Equator and experience a different kind of unpleasant bonding experience fragranced with Yankee Candle’s newest scent: no showers and four-week-old-socks.

    It’s a surreal feeling, to predict and expect hardship and still remain exhilarated by the lifestyle. How lucky am I to experience something so unique, and to walk away with a renewed appreciation for life’s small joys. I can’t wait to see what the next chapter brings.

    Wish me fair winds and following seas,

    Abigail Reagan

  • Pursuing a Dream

    Pursuing a Dream

    My heart has always craved extreme adventure, and lately that pull is steering me towards a journey that intertwines the thrill of offshore sailing with the art of storytelling.

    My dream is to become an offshore journalist and sports media creative, and sailing as a crew member in the 2025-26 Clipper Round the World Race is the perfect opportunity to dip my toe in the water, literally. The Clipper Race symbolizes endurance, teamwork, and the awe-invoking beauty and power of the ocean. Packed with my aptitude for weaving the written word, and enough sunscreen to smother a small village, and I am ready to embrace the challenges ahead to turn this vision into a reality.

    After only two weeks of race training so far, my cautious interest has developed into a all-consuming obsession for the thrilling, high-stakes environment of ocean dwelling. Beyond the skillset I learned, the friendships already formed, and the weeks (WEEKS!) it took to get my hands to stop peeling and become soft again, the thing that most excited me about was the untamed feeling of freedom and unchecked curiosity when surrounded by nothing but sea and stars.

    At the heart of this aspiration is a desire to grow – both personally and professionally – by challenging myself in unfamiliar territory.

    Though I’ve spent some time on boats throughout my life, my largest concern was the vast amount of unknown information in regard to how I, personally, would respond to offshore life. Do I even like sailing? What if I don’t get along with my crewmates? What if I get seasick? Turns out, I do! but the overwhelmingly positive experience I walked away with after two weeks left me smiling for days on end, unable to quit yapping about time aboard.

    To prepare for my race, I’ve interviewed 9 renowned sailing media journalists, gathering insight and advice from talented experts to help guide my course. I’ve immersed myself in sailing by learning the ropes (or as sailors call them- lines) through intense, hands-on training in an offshore setting. I’ve confused Planet Fitness employees, when I showed up for the first time ever after 5 months of already paying for a gym membership. Now I’ve – grudgingly – been spending more time exercising than ever, developing muscles I wasn’t even aware existed.

    Beyond gaining practical knowledge and fitness, my aim is to refine my storytelling and photography skills by practicing, learning from experts, and absorbing as much content as I can from those who inspire me. And that’s where you come in, Dear Reader, as I strive to grow my portfolio and share my journalistic aspirations with the world.

    My goal is not just to document my race, but to take a leap and set off on a lifechanging adventure that so few would dare to experience.

    Every great dream begins with a single step, and I am ready to chart a course toward mine with passion, hard work, and of course, a wild sense of adventure. I hope you’ll follow along as I work to turn this passion into a full-fledged career.

    xx – Abigail Reagan